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Our Memories Sleep When We Visit Our Basement

by Half Twin Brother

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1.
I can't stand what I feel when I celebrate the wind I can't stop thinking about my reckoning I can't stand what I feel when I celebrate the wind I must not keep breathing when my reckoning begins
2.
f god 01:49
3.
I want so much to say I'm sorry Bet that you don't recognise me This is the answer we never met each other I do now need to burn down my memory
4.
Expel my flaws even though there's nothing wrong about them But they're stingy bugs They make me feel more tired each time We're animals
5.
I can see myself alone forever As I can feel myself loathing again I would have been what you wanted me to But I failed Self loathing egoist act like one Do not demand more than what your words can buy So I'm out of your head One year of bliss and then I fail again I fucked myself like you told me to do while I shouted the truth I was too dumb to prove I think to myself I deserve less than this What the fuck ever
6.
closet 06:49
I hear voices when I don't sleep I need to be special I need to mean something to them Fake the sadness that I wish I felt I lie to the mirror that I want to be saved When I left I left for someone when I left I left myself What I did was the honest thing like I said I forgot when to wear my face I'm tired of listening to my bullshit too Hush up you're getting in my heart Hush up we're getting it right
7.
if I fall 05:10
I cannot understand the timeline of the dream I live in when I wake up Surely I can't imagine how I'll smell when i die But I try when I lay myself like a corpse in the ground I glow the faces on the wall so I'll never forget I try to practice the consciousness I was given Not like the birds in the sky or the fish in the water The truth that I search lies where it's dark And I can't see without light So I write down what I imagine it could be I was brought here to die and rot But I'm still looking for that thing that I don't even know what it looks like Until my bones turn to smoke until my tears feed the ground If I fall I'll never get up If I fall I'll never get up I was there I was dead before I was born I was there and now I cannot die twice
8.
Squirrel king There is no reason to crawl The world is going all civil war on the phone You have yourself There's no reason for more The wall was not built overnight around you Now you'll be loved on the wrong day of the year in a jar you will dream and it's heaven always where you haven't been Or just went once but you're lost all the same Do take pride that you beg to hear old voices in your head Now squirrel king There's no reason to die Life's as dull as you thought when you could just retreat There's no one else Just dolls in your bed The best you could do is now done anyhow Now you depart and don't listen to anyone You'll be dragged where it's dark till you forget how to feel And still miss that one hug when your breath still stinked of smoke and alcohol Dream of it again cause no touch will feel the same
9.
You could try to erase all the memories of me in a manner of thinking you could never achieve Not a part of myself could have agreed to this for it couldn't be chosen this dark place I'm in In this place that I dream you still know I exist you are lost with me in our ever green fields Balancing on the moon threads that were made for me All of this was made for me Not a word about how the world is what we perceive and so how can it be when there's nothing in it Pretty sure that the moon stands where it can be seen for a light I now need for my eyes to see If this life was made only to be seen by me then I know if I look you'll be somewhere in it All of this was made for us All of this was made for a broken man to see Just when I wake at night I reconstruct my lungs cause I'll have to breathe hard when I turn back the wheel Of the time I control cause it's my world to fix of a line I just drew that should not exist But my bones won't obey and my muscles remove all the strength from my body right into the cement ground I keep up just to feel the time that I'll die and it all boils down to the memory of when a broken man could feel A broken man could feel
10.
Hide in plain site little man Give away the things you've done Blood is running from your nose Weren't you bleeding all along Drown in your thoughts tiny soul This is it and there's no more Shed some tears and fake your pride Time will pass and shut your eyes

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released May 30, 2020

Artwork by: Alex Spyrou

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